This year I have chose one word to describe my desires and hopes for the next 12 months. I saw this over at Shutter Sisters and I saw it last year and just let it slide. But this year I want change in my life. I want to LIVE. What you say, Live that's a bit silly you are living already. Look you just went on a cruise, you have this beautiful family, a wonderful husband and a gorgeous angel of a grand daughter. Aren't you living already? Well if you knew how I feel deep inside you'd know I'm existing, I am stumbling from one day to the next without much direction, focus or desire. But I am sick of that I want to really LIVE. I want to end each day tired and elated. I want to experience each day, hot, cold, busy, or quiet for what it brings. I want to be challenged and rise to the challenge not walk away. I want to find the thing in me that went missing a few years back. I can pinpoint the day it happened, I know what caused it and I have to do something to get it back. Will you keep me on track this year as I learn to really live again.