Time has come and gone and it has been such a long time since I have come her to record my thoughts. I have been busy, but also fairly quiet. I don't want to blog nothing, I don't want to be here just because I can, I want to record something that is of substance. Whether it is about my family, the loves of my life, or the world around me. I have started a new blog about my weight loss challenge. Since losing our beautiful baby grandson Lucas I have eaten and drunk myself into a horrible state. I am now 30kgs over weight. 2 weeks ago I stood on the scales and I had hit 90kg. I had been as a teen thin, and gradually after marrying and having children had slowly put on weight, till I hit about 60kgs. That was the highest I ever wanted to be. But I didn't stop there, I sky rocketed to the 90kg and I hate it. My face isn't even my face anymore, I can't see my pubic hair because of my belly and I just hate me for the weakness that I see in me to let myself get to this stage.
So my new blog fromfattofree.blogspot.com.au is my outlet. I don't want this blog to be about my journey to thin again. I want to be able to just rant about weight things over there and do. Hence I have not been around here so much. I miss you though, I miss the trawling through your homes and visiting you there. I am working 3 days a week too, at the refugee support service I have mentioned before and that keeps me sooooooo busy.
I know you will be wondering how our little Princess is going though so here she is in all her glory. Gosh she is growing just too quickly. She turned 2 in August and she is sooooo beautiful.
Elle is a hat wearing machine, she loves her hats and they love her, me on the other hand nup hats don't love me one little bit haha.
It is Spring here in Australia and it was Carnival of Flowers weekend a fortnight back. We took Elle to the park and she blended in beautifully amongst the flowers.
I love the shots I get of Elle and her poppy together. They have so much fun. So there you have it everyone. I'm just sitting quietly, I haven't forgotten you. I miss this place, but I have to get myself together and until then I'm just not sure how often I'll be around. Till next time, lots of love.xxo